I've lost so many friends along the way. Alot of them seem but just a distant memory or maybe a dream. Sometimes I find it hard to believe my own reality and trust what is right in front of me. I never meant to hurt any feelings. I never meant alot of things I guess. I take life as it comes at me and deal with it the best I know how. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. I have regrets. Many regrets. Oh well. No one reads my babble anyways...blah, blah, blah. I suck.